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manal Gothicwrote:
I just want to say
              hiابتسامة
May 16
منتديات خيال مبدع wrote:
نررحب فيكم في منتديات خيال مبدع

للتميز والابداع معنى آخر

نتشرف بزياركم ومشاركاتكم معانا على الرابط التالي


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حياك الله
Sept. 27
January 02

Junshin ~

 
  What should I do if you are to ask me now
For the tears before I have you kiss me?
 I'm remembering the old days a little 
  Ah, please, without even knowing
Ah, the meaning of true love
Please, I piled up romances
To the point where I want to scold
Myself in the mirror
  Am I beautiful?
 If only you would fall in love with me
I wouldn't care about any other happiness in the future
 I'm sure this is the first I've felt like this
 Ah, please, even if we're far, far apart
Just, always be in love with me
Yes, to the point that
Your next lover will envy the me
Inside of you
   Will my wish come true?
 Totemo kowai no  Please, even if you come to know
Ah, the me you don't know
Please, softly whisper to me
That you won't ever hate me
I'm so very afraid 
  Am I beautiful?
 
Pure Heart
November 25

gone

c4aa7c26f840d3467421eb0647a6ca4e-1.gif dream of doll image by pushistaja 

Gone .... 

those feelings of emptiness have returned
the yearning to be someone else is bleeding me 
the disbelieve in one self is back again with the same ugliness
could the beauty that you taught me return again ?
could I believe in humanity the same way i did when you were there
would this gray world back to its joyful colored shape ?
Now you are gone ..
 I'm back to my dollish shape ..that i used to look like before you walked into
my dark life.
.numb ..empty and just so dead inside as before

By Me

November 18

Nameless One

 

fake_angel.jpg Fake angel image by voodoorave 

Angels Walk The Earth

From the cold darkness of night
A wounded Angel came to me
Her wings are broken, her spirit's pierced
Her smooth, bronze skin is scarred I see

But one day she'll be free again
A wish that burns in her eyes
To release herself from the shackles of this world
And fly away to crimson skies

But how can a mortal help an Angel?
What can I do to ease her pain?
While those questions were tearing my mind
She sadly looked the stars in vain

Then she fell into my arms
I felt her body shaking like a leaf
Tears were running down her face
Her gaze faded in endless grief

Then I touched her face, and she looked at me
In my mind I heard a thousand silent cries
Gracious and sad, I closed in my head
And softly kissed her eyes

A smile replaced sadness and grief
Her body was healed, her wings were whole again
In that precious moment when she regained her strength
I felt tender pain as my life was slipping away

Now the Angel stands alone
Under crimson sky
Looking at the lifeless body
Never asking why

She looks up, spreads her wings
Beautiful and selfish, now she flies
Down below, in the cold darkness of night
Lies a man with tears in his eyes

Nameless One

November 11

You love me? @_@

 
but.jpg Love Can Hurt. image by voltage223
I know I suppose to feel happy when someone says
"I love you "..especially my friends
but what happens is that I freak out
yeah I really do freak out
there was a wall between me and people but now it's even larger than
before , i feel like i want to stay alone in my room all the time
I don't wanna talk to anyone i just wanna read watch tv and sleep
i don't even feel like eating anymore
last week i spent almost 24 hours with no food
and when i ate  i felt horrible
i know i should be in contact with my friends
but i really don't feel like it
I'm such a loner and I really like it
that doesn't bother me .
but my friends are good people i don't want to lose them
and i don't wanna make them feel unwanted
when they are in trouble i wanna help them
and when they are sad i wanna make them feel happy
but I don't feel like being social at all
i can't help it ..
 

 
October 27

في ليالي الخريف ~

في ليالي الخريف             

  

في ليالي الخريف الحزين
حين يطغى علي الحنين
كالضباب الثقيل  
في زوايا الطريق  
في زوايا الطريق الطويل
حين أخلو و هذا السكون العميق  
توقد الذكريات  
بابتساماتك الشاحبات  
كل أضواء ذاك الطريق البعيد  
حيث كان اللقاء  
في سكون المساء  
هل يعود الهوى من جديد ؟  
عاهديني إذا عاد .. يا للعذاب
عاهديني و مرت بقايا رياح  
بالوريقات في حيرة و اكتئاب  
ثم تهوي حيال السراج الحزين  
انتهينا.. أما تذكرين؟  
انتهينا.. و جاء الصباح  
يسكب النور فوق ارتخاء الشفاه  
و انحلال العناق الطويل
أين آلام الرحيل؟
 
أين لا لست أنساك و احسرتاه؟
 
**
 
في ليالي الخريف
حين أصغي و لا شيء غير الحفيف
ناحلاً كانتحاب السجين
خاف أن يوقظ النائمين  
فانتحى في الظلام  
يرقب الأنم النائيات  
حجبتها بقايا غمام  
فاستبدت به الذكريات
الغناء البعيد البعيد  
في ليالي الحصاد  
أوجه النسوة الجائعات  
ثم يعلو رنين الحديد  
يسلب البائس الرقاد !
 
في ليالي الخريف
 
حين أصغي و قد مات حتى الحفيف
 
و الهواء -
 
تعزف الأمسيات البعاد
في اكتئاب يثير البكاء
 
شهرزاد
 
في خيالي فيطغى علي الحنين
 
أين كنا؟! أما تذكرين
 
أين كنا ؟! أما تذكرين المساء؟!
 
**
 
في ليالي الخريف الطوال
آه لو تعلمين  
كيف يطغى علي الأسى و الملال؟!  
في ضلوعي ظلام القبور السجين 
في ضلوعي يصبح الردى
بالتراب الذي كان أمي: غدا
سوف يأتي فلا تقلقي بالنحيب
عالم الموت حيث السكون الرهيب! 
 سوف تحيين بعدي ، و تستمتعين
بالهوى من جديد
سوف أنسى و تنسين إلاّ صدى  
من نشيد  
في شفاه الضحايا -وإلا الردى
 
بدر شاكر السياب


 

September 21

Judas Kiss 13 ?

Hello People =)
actually some guests were wondering  what is the meaning of my space's title ?
for that  I decided to add this blog , so any quest would know the meaning of it ..
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First :  who is Judas ?
Judas Iscariot , he was one of the twelve original apostles of Jesus .
The term Judas has entered many languages as a synonym for betrayer.
 
What is Judas Kiss ?
Judas pointed out Jesus to those he led to arrest him by means of a kiss.
This is the kiss of Judas, also known (especially in art) as the Betrayal of Christ, and immediately precedes the Arrest of Jesus.
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" Judas are you betraying the son of the man with a kiss?"
 
He later regretted his deed and committed suicide
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Number "13"?
it's known as an unlucky number ..actually,
Judas, who betrayed Jesus, was the 13th guest to the Last Supper.
 
Read More }
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

My God

0gotico2.jpg gothic angel image by zoelovesgee
I'm Pouring Crimson Regret And Betrayal
Am I Too Lost To Be Saved ?
Am I ?
September 17

~

It's really so weird ..
how can things change that easily..
..u change .. ppl change .. the whole world changes too!
 
u got a close friend and trust them too well .. then that person left without a good reason
after many years that person came back. and said " let's be friends again!"
and did their best to meet u ..what will u do? ..i guess to me it would be just another stranger
it's not about hatred ..it's just "Time"..u may even think that person was just a dream ..
 
time & forgeting things .. what wonderful cures .. =)
but what i don't really understand ..how can people be like that? leaving ur bestfriend without a word
then comeing back without a good reason ..actually,
i'm not any better.. i got that disease as well..
 
striich.gif line picture by HQNEY_90
 
 
fly.jpg Fly Away image by b-gayle

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

 
September 07

Please..

warmth ..warmth..warmth ..warmth ..warmth ..warmth
WARMTH .. WARMTH !! WARMTH !! WARMTH !!
 
please ..please ..please
make it work
p l e a s e .. 
 
yeah ..
I should never be stressed !
NEVER
stress is my deadly poison!
KEEP SMILING !
Ignore it
IGNORE IT !!
 
I've quitted the habbit of being stressed long time ago!
why now..?!
WHY NOW?!
and look ?! it's destroying me !
every part of my body hurts
it's not emotionally NO!
it's physically !
it's killing me ..!
WHY NOW
WHY NOW!!?
though my feelings are not hurt ..
though my heart still cold
it
tearing every part of my body !!
PLEASE GOD HELP ME !!
is it because i don't get hurt emotionally?
it's the worst kind of hurt ever !!
PHYSICALLY!!
 
Please please please
make it go
make it go
 
insane.gif insane image by Echo_Nation
 
 
 

Still Doll

 
 
Still Doll
 
Hi miss Alice ..
what kind of dreams do you see with your eyes of glass ?
do you fascinate ?
 
again my heart is torn and bleeding ..
I mend it but my memories pierce the opening ..
 
Hi miss Alice ..
to whom you are throwing love to with your fruit-like lips ?
does it make you sad?
 
the heat of my tongue that let me speak has already cooled ..
and I don't sing song of love anymore ..
 
still ..you don't answer
still .. you don't answer
 
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Kanon Wakeshima
 
 
 
Gothic  
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